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There's nothing like a tough day in infertility land.
there's nothing like a tough day in infertility land when
more reminders of what you're missing are appearing
The "tough-ness" happens to be particularly difficult
during times of change.
--- --- ---I've been quiet lately; it's something
that happens when there is a lot going on.
Here's what's all going on:
1. We're taking a "break" from trying to conceive (TTC). It's produced as many challenges as it has relief.
2. I start a new job today. It's a needed and wanted change, yet out of my safe/comfort zone.
3. John leaves for 6 weeks very soon.
4. Grief is making a comeback, producing vivid memories of incredible clarity.
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Truthfully, this year has been tough, and
there is a bit of a constant haze that has
kept me from understanding
how life should be, how I should be.
I have a lot of stuff to work on,
and most of what needs to be worked on
will be in God's strength and timing
there's no way
I could fix all of this).
It's clear that I've gotten a little "better,"
but I would appreciate everyone's prayers
that these weaknesses I have
that I'll be beginning to show
will be uplifted with God's strength.