Friday, September 14, 2012

I want to call my dad.

What would this world be like if we could make a call to heaven? 

well, I was about to write out a list, and then I realized:
If we could call heaven,
We'd only talk to God.

God is who and what every person searches for and
what every person truly needs.

If we could call heaven, then  everything would be different.


As you know, we can't call heaven,
and we can't call God,
and we can't call anyone else who is there.

if, and
only if we would call heaven and still have the same
physical, mental, and (mostly) spiritual boundaries that we have now,
I would call my dad.

Thursday, September 13, 2012


As you might have known/guessed/been totally confused about from my last post,
it's been really hard to write.

Shoot -
it's been hard to write
and to talk
and to

Grief - year one is now done, year two isn't that fun.

That being said, year two, while not without it's vices, definitely has already had some victories.

So here I am,
trying to express myself again,
whilst dealing with existing in and getting out of the
deep dark hole that is

Thanks, as always,
for reading!