here

As you might have known/guessed/been totally confused about from my last post,
it's been really hard to write.

Shoot -
it's been hard to write
and to talk
and to
think.

Grief - year one is now done, year two isn't that fun.

That being said, year two, while not without it's vices, definitely has already had some victories.

So here I am,
trying to express myself again,
whilst dealing with existing in and getting out of the
deep dark hole that is
grief.

Thanks, as always,
for reading!